too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you cant have. desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. desire can wreck your life. but as tough as wanting something can be. the people who suffer the most, are those who dont know what they want.

hahahaha damn sorry man but i just HAD to do that to ronaldo's cocky face. can't stand him! anyways, man utd won 1-0 yesterday, no thanks to ronaldo's penalty, i mean like, hello? he ain't even a bloody striker la, why does HE get to take penalties! he's not THAT great, if yanno what i mean. he just dives his way to penalties la please. OHHHH, big big biiiigggggggggggggg thanks to van der sar who totally saved the game and my day. heh.
anways, friiiiiikin school starts again tmrw, can you believe it? the weekend just passed like................... ohk, you know what i mean. wth man, i barely enjoyed it! it was kinda crappy if you asked me. ANYYWAAYY, mr wayniq's coming back today, so my sisters a happy camper. PLUS she has no school + no exams + 3 friikin months of holidays with wayniq by her side. haha. damn am i gonna see him alot.
speaking about holidays.. what the hell happened to mine man! ohk.. i think mine was awesome la! we totally went all over singapore + a little bit of malaysia. HAHA. i can totally imagine it happening all over again. likeeee hanging around no where till 3 4 5 6 in the morning, NO WORK NO SCHOOL LOTSA $$$! WAHHAHA. ohhhhhhhh, and i think it was the only holiday where i ate so much donuts i felt like puking even at the sight and smell of it. ewww. oh did i mention go kart-ing, HAHA. BUANG LIKE MAD!! yeah the bloody machine couldnt even start after me and ah eh hit each other and flew opposite directions. HAHHA. ok i think now i feel like eating donuts.
ehh by the wayyy.. why is everyone q-ing for donuts at donut factory? frankly speaking, it aint that great. i only like the strawberry ones. dunkin donuts are soo much better. i think if singapore had dunkin donuts, everyone would be like homer simpson since singaporeans are already so crazy over donut factory donuts. ew lets stop talking about donuts.
yesterday.... sucked. seriously! futsal training sucked. like, pointless la really. 6 girls only play what shit. my side table's infested by ants yanno? AND THEIR CRAWLING ALL OVER AND ITS PISSING ME OFF, I NEED SOME KINDA AWESOME INVENTION TO WIPE OUT THESE PUNY BASTARDS FROM THE FACE OF THE BLOODY UNIVERSE. ohk, no more anger.
and i dont like watching tripple X and their gonna show it on channel 5, so if i stay home today,most likely i'll be sleeping or watching one tree hill allover again, OH YA, HAHAHAHA OTH EPISODE 16 IS OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.(HAVE YOU WATCHED IT DEZ?) can you please go watch it? its kinda cool and exciting watching peyton act like a retard in distress.
some people believe that without history, our lives amount to nothing. at some point we all have to choose: do we fall back on what we know, or do we step forward to something new? its hard not to be haunted by our past. our history is what shapes us... what guides us. our history resurfaces time after time after time. so we have to remember sometimes the most important history is the history we are making today.
yours truly